What if I were not into status, money, power?
What if I were secure in my identity in God?
What if the reason why I fill up my life is not because I am lonely?
What if everything he preaches doesn't speak to me?
I give thanks whenever I hear that people are ministered by his message. Because I mostly do not. Even as an optimist who tries to get something out of anything, my only thanksgiving is that some people benefit from his message.
Then how do I share this frustration with fellow believers without stumbling them? Already as it is, they have so many criticisms. Wouldn't that feed on their criticisms?
God please show me what I should think and do. Amen.
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