so EMO

and I am not PMSsing.

My pie pie left me this morning at 6a.m. to take a plane home to Canada to surprise her family while I was still sleeping. I remembered waking up and kissing her good bye. Five minutes after she left, I missed her terribly and texted her to see if she was still waiting for a taxi at the lobby so I could quickly get dressed and send her to the bus station. But she had gone. She left a Merry Christmas message on the mirror with toothpaste and wrote me a sweet note where she said "I love you" for the first time since we got together. I was so touched I nearly cried. It's strange, isn't it, that we have not said that to each other. I guess when we first started, we were just having lots of fun and enjoy spending time together and we got so used to not saying it that we just do not say it. Not that we don't say other things to affirm our adoration for each other, and we do that a few times a day.

I had a lot of time to think about her and us through the day and I feel like our love for each other has really grown deeper through the past few months. It's that kind of feeling that makes the heart ache. I miss her much and can't wait for her to be back in 15 days.
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