and I am still missing Cookie. Maybe it's the number of stray dogs over here, mild in nature and quiet, just like Cookie, yet trusting enough to walk near to people. Moments of her last few moments kept coming to mind the past two days; her heavy breathing, the expression in her eyes, how she seemed to tear a little when my dad walked into the room to look at her, and how I missed that moment when she went into seizure as I was in the bathroom, and knowing that all happened only when my mum just arrived home made me feel even more for her. She's so precious and she waited till everyone was home to see her.. I guess I never know if she went peacefully because I was driving as she exhaled her last breath at the backseat, in the arms of my brother and my mum on the way to the hospital. :(
My sister has been showing me cute photos of puppies, as if she wanted to adopt. But I don't think I can ever go through the pain of losing another pet again. Too painful.
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