today..

so I made a boo boo at work today. Not a small one. Not particularly big either. Just not acceptable because it didn't look too professional. Sigh. And of course, I felt lousy after that.

What was worse wasn't that boo boo I made, because everyone makes mistake right? I felt a bit defensive and felt that the blame shouldn't be borne by me alone so when my supervisor was speaking to me about the matter, I mentioned to my supervisor matter-of-factly what I felt he should know. Haiz, which I felt I shouldn't. I mean, I have already apologised and admitted that it was an overlook on my part.I could be more gracious and taken full responsibility on my part and not mention about the other party. Haiz.

I asked myself whether I was being too hard on myself. And perhaps. Because in the grand scheme of things, it's not really a big big thing.. but perhaps it's not such a bad idea to be hard on self when

1) I am aware that I am hard on myself so that I will not let myself be bothered by it
2) I am aware that I am a work in progress and God is moulding me into His workswomanship
3) I can be more compassionate to those around me and do not exert that same expectations on others

My  mood was lifted momentarily by my newly completed range of Absolut Vodka, the new range of core designs. They include 5 bottles not distributed yet at Singapore DFS. But ya know.. all these are really quite meaningless, thanks to a casual question asked by a cg mate on Sunday, "So... we should all go to your place for an Absolut party before the world ends." And of course, I replied that I hope I can negotiate with God to bring my collection up to heaven. :p

Praying for a better day tomorrow. Work is getting a bit exhausting. And have I mentioned the heat? Argh.
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