Ministry

From Feb onwards, I told C to put me down on guitars only if they are in need of any. There are enough guitarists at church and I kinda like to play the role of a filler. One reason is because I am not as experienced and skillful as the rest, and the other is because I know there is always somewhere in need of people to help out at.

In the meantime, one week of my month will be on audio and the other week on welcome. Even though I had been serving up till thrice a week in church for the past few months, I feel a certain kind of lack. I am thankful that Covenant has trained me enough to teach me to ask the first question: How is your walk with God?

My QT this year has mostly been meditating on the verses I had underlined in the 365 day bible aside from the usual devotion online. So I don't think it's because I have been neglecting time with God. Upon reflection, I think the feeling was due to the fact that being in the worship ministry, doing audio and even being on the welcome team, doesn't have that element of investing the resources God has given me into someone else's life. And I guess that was the main focus of my ministry in the first few years at FCC.

So I am praying that God will lead in this area of ministry. As usual, I don't know His plans for me. But I know when it comes. Woot.
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